Anouncement!

How could i forget... 

Tom got his mission call!

My darling little brother is growing up! 

he will be serving in the St. Louis Missouri Mission  

the cute little thing is so excited he can't stand it! 

Dreams

Dear blog,
This is a blog just for me- for all my hopes and dreams and the things that i haven't thought about in a very long long time.
to hopes that i haven't believed in
and dreams that i have avoided with a busy schedule
maybe if i talk about you and explain you to myself you can come alive again.
Everyone should dream- have a passion and work towards it. my problem is i just have to many!
- to paint- even if it is terrible even if i make the same sailboat in the sun over and over again someday it could get better
- to sing- to sing loud and happy songs that will make everyones hearts happy and filled with music
- to be in a play- a musical to be exact- no i don't need highschool musical just anything, Hairspray- Aida- Fiddler on the Roof- even just a chorus member
- to make a wedding cake
- to run a marathon- and as a result always be skinny
to have a little more self control- which would lead to healthier eating
- to have a quote board
- to fill some part of my life with all the thoughts and ideas and whatever randomness i want on the ceilings and walls but then keep the rest of life neat and tidy
- to read books- to know a list of books in my head that i could name off filled with sophistication but the problem is the only books i read- i skim and then fail a test on them
TO RELAX
to sew and create things to do or make all the things i blog stalk and dream of copying
to really know what i believe and share it more often
- to be the kind of person that always takes the time for people, even those that i don't need to impress

a wise person once wrote;
" Can you see into a mans soul by reading what he writes- can the depths of his heart be seen or his dedication of purpose"

tonight as i am waiting for Mr. Marshall to come home i have writen this blank screen my soul- Dramatic sounding i know- but everyone ought to open up every onces in a while and admit they still have dreams and still have wishes- admit to the list of things you always said- someday im gonna be that person because when you allow yourself to be reminded of what you want your thoughts will lead you to actions.

Thank you for listening dear dear wireless journal
thank you for being slightly public so that i have to live up to what i think and start taking acountability for these things i hope for.

Good night

Anticipation

This week has been filled with it. 

first of all i am very much anticipating Mr. Marshall's return. he is gone All week! learning how to shoot guns. I have gained a great appreciation of communication. things are so different when you can't text call or email even at night! i think for the rest of my life ill try not to take that for granted, i just hope mr. marshall understands when i talk his head of from now on. 

Im not the only one missing him. I spent yesterday subbing for marshall and his work. the School for Autistic kids, where his cutest friend Noah was missing him too. He doesn't seem to understand how i could possibly come to his school to play and not bring marshall. I've always wondered if he has ever made the connection from us playing at his house to being at school, that Mr. Marshall and i go together. 

Today i learned. 

Recess was inside and Noah was working with another girl in the afternoon, when i hear a loud yell from across the gym. 

'mr. Marshall, Mr. Marrrrrrrshall, tickle tickle tickle, mr. MAR-Shall." 

and there pacing like he is waiting for someone to chase him is Noah staring straight at me. 

'oooooh mr. Marshall wanna tickle, do you see mr. Marshall' 

he laughed as i chased him around for a few minutes and tickled him 

then he went back to playing with the cute blonde girl. 

I think he knows. i think he misses Marshall just like i do. 

The next great Anticipation comes tonight- actually its out sitting in our mail box as we speak. 

TOMS MISSION CALL! 

can you believe my brother is going on a mission? 

Poor thing just walks around in circles he is so excited. 

He opens in tonight at 9:30 Stay updated and ill let you know the details! 

Oh THE ANTICIPATION!

not to mention there is the anticipation of going to camp

of marsh getting his score back on the MCAT

Anticipating a baby that never comes when it seems like everyone around us is getting pregnant haha 

and i am definately Anticipating loosing all this weight i have gained the last 3 months- its like the harder i try to loose it the more i am gaining. any suggestions anyone? 

I hope you are all having a great day! isn't looking forward to things so adventuresome!